May 3, 2011

I hate blogging!

There's this feeling inside me that's really irritating. Totally intimidating that makes me unable to sleep every night to the extent that I already availed dark circles over my round eyes. I think of it every time. Anytime within the day it comes across my mind. I think this has become a syndrome. An impending doom that is far beyond anyone could ever imagine in their most sane, rational, sound state.

Oh well, blogging is really becoming viral. Like a creeper that seeps my native innocent blood.

I HATE BLOGGING!

I hate blogging because it keeps me all day and all night. I may notice how the battery of my laptop starts to drain but I am pretty blind that it's already lunch or it's already dinner. I may notice that my eyes are already burning over the radiation emitted by the screen but I'm totally oblivious of the grunts my stomach tries to imply.

I hate blogging because I feel like it breaks my brain into pieces as I try to concentrate on the best words to suit my sentences in a way effective to transmit the meaning of each word I embedded within the paragraph. I feel like a hammer is pounding over my temporal lobe just to squeeze out every little possible idea that would certainly be spontaneous in giving satisfaction to anyone who would come across to read what I personally express. I digested new words which were far beyond the limit of my vocabulary box. Gladly, I survived!

I hate blogging because it makes others know how I feel and how I would certainly feel in the next days. It's like they are watching Maalaala Mo Kaya on a random basis. People would certainly have their reaction over my thoughts and personal expressions of everything I would like to share. People may get inspired by my words. Others would certainly have negative feedbacks and comment on how I think. But I am not afraid. I'm firm with my principles and the way I think. At least I'm glad you were able to read what I write. If I'm going to write a book about my autobiography, together with my life's journey and adventures, I would certainly defeat JK Rowling's Harry Potter. I would certainly have 20 volumes to date! Yes I am a common guy but I got loads of things to share.

I really hate blogging!

But we have a quote that says the more you hate, the more you love.

I hate it because I fell in love with it.

Hate can not be only encapsulated in the boundaries of being negative.

Hate can also be expressed in a positive way which are beyond the understanding of others. Hate can also be an expression of being overwhelmed by the love you have from it. That's why I believe that the more you hate, the more you love because in every hate lies love in its core.

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